What if God Isn't Evil?

The question we gotta ask in some way and some day is
What if God isn’t evil?
And what if God isn’t evil
Then things that don’t make sense would make sense

Because sometimes it feels like a war
Because most often it is a war
And if you wanna go down the lonely road
Don’t call it a war
But call it something that was taken from you that you deserved

But the truth is that war doesn’t make sense
And truth and pain and senseless and silent murder don’t make sense
But in a war where nothing makes sense
The only thing that makes sense is that we’re in it

Maybe we’re in a war and God isn’t the evil one
Maybe we’re in a war
And we’re wounded and low on supplies and nothing seems to work right

Then it might be that God is on our side
That He’s got us in this war and it doesn’t make sense
And the only thing that makes sense is that God’s got us in this war
And we’re down in the trenches and hurting

He’s on our side but we’re disillusioned
And we don’t have friends all the time
And we have to wait and the winters are cold
But those in just wars know it’s good but don’t know the why of everything

We just have to fight